I felt like such a ninny.

I felt so ridiculous.

I was so tired of thinking and rethinking my decisions. It seemed like all I did lately was second guess myself. Run through the pros and cons, the costs and the benefits of every decision.

I was starting to crave being a little reckless if only for a change of pace.

My choices, my desires, had brought me here. I was at a crossroads and I realized it was going to keep coming up unless I did something about it.

My path kept crossing exactly what I needed to take my business to the next level. The support, the structure, the accountability of a great coach who I resonated with had come into my life completely by chance. Then again I believe in divine timing, not coincidences.

And I was freaking out.

The old me wanted to crawl under the bed with a blanket and not come out. She insisted that playing it safe was the better option. That life was pretty good just as it was. And that it would be completely irresponsible to invest $5,000 – $10,000 into a mere dream. Even if this was the dream of my life.

Ever felt this way?

Ever been confronted with a decision you KNEW was right for you and as much as you wanted to say yes you also wanted to run away?

I get it.

Believe me, I’ve been there.

But if I didn’t do something differently I would just keep being confronted with these decisions. Was I going to keep choosing the Fear of Loss over the possibility of creating my biggest dream, the lifestyle and career that I desired??

The choice should be clear right? I was trying to decide between:

1. Playing it safe, saving up some money, paying some bills, letting my business slowly grow (or even just stand still) and maybe looking back into getting my own mentor in 6 months or so.

OR

2. I could live. I could push myself to my limits and see what I was made of. I could expand into a new vision of my life, the one I write about, vision board about, talk about, day dream about EVERY SINGLE DAY. I could stand for something. I could dare to be different.

Investing in Myself Scared the Bejeezus Out of Me…And it was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made.

It was like looking into the mirror and really seeing myself for the first time.

“Hey, I see you. I love you. I trust you. I think you have what it takes.”

What could be a greater sign of self love then telling yourself that you think you’re a good investment? That you think your intuition is spot on and you know you’re going to do great things?

Because let’s be honest, when you decide to work with a high level mentor it’s not really about them. It’s not about how amazing they are, their credentials, testimonials, or even how much you connect with that person.

What it’s really about is stepping up to the plate. In believing you have what it takes. Believing there’s something more for you out there and you’re ready to claim it.

And no matter how much that bat is shaking in your hands, simply stepping up to the pitch is a heck of a lot further then most people go in their lives.

It’s not easy. It can be scary as hell, I get it. But it’s also not complicated. You know in your soul what’s right for you.

What decisions would you have already made if money and what other people thought didn’t matter one bit?

Don’t live on the sidelines. Don’t live in the crowd.

You are meant to be the star in your own life. You are meant to hit home runs, to jog around the bases pumping your fists in the air.

So yep, as nervous as I was, as great as my fear of loss might have been, I knew I wanted more. Not just that, I knew I deserved more. That I was worth it.

As I entered the payment and hit submit on that invoice, a sense of calm came over me. I knew my life was never going to be the same.

Maybe that’s where some of the fear came from. But it was time, time to stand in my truth.

To be surrounded by the people, the career, the life I love and say I DID THIS! This is me! And I’m not afraid to shine.

And I can tell you in complete honesty that the moment I made a decision and stopped trying to figure it all out, I felt complete peace. My energy shifted from trying to make a decision into actively creating my dreams.

So what are you waiting for? You don’t need approval or permission from anyone. This is all you. This is your decision.

Get off the sidelines and be the star of your life. Don’t wait another month, 6 months, a year to start living your dreams. Life is happening NOW.

Sign up for a complimentary Clarity Call with me and start living the life you deserve today.